some people. need to learn how to shut up.
hmm i was going to write a venting blog on a few people but.. i kinda talked to gene.. thanks hun :)
.. haha what bad luck today... i drove to school.. and i popped my tire. -_-
and i didnt know that it had popped.. till i was like 1 minute from school and the car started like shaking >_<
so my daddy called caa and they came.. and said that since the tire was popped on the SIDE it couldnt be repaired.. so they put a spare one on.. that was slightly smaller... went back to the dealership.. found out the warranty doesnt cover this kinda stuff unles we bought the extended warranty.. so yea. i never knew that tires cost like 2 bills for one -_-
.. well i walked to school while my dad waited for caa .. and i managed to get my mark mess up straightened out... couldnt change my schedule.. but it was all good.. because she said she was going to change the physics to philosphy.. since i took physics already.. :) . all i need to do is.. drop my algeo and take data now..
OOo and i found out i got into my economics class. *scoree* apparently you dont do anything in that class.. and you just play around on the stock market! anyways. i'm gonna go read a book or sth now lol.

have you ever thought of the people you used to be tight with..and...something happens..and you guys suddenly dont talk as often anymore or you guys just slowly drift away. haha dont you sometimes just read the past conversations you've had with people and dont they still bring a smile to your face? hmmm i sometimes wonder if this will ever happen to me and .....i know we'll still talk and be friends but will i ever be able to congradulate him when he tells me he has a gf or likes some other girl? iuno maybe time will tell.
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on a second thought.. i helped my daddy paint the garage today! actually the front door ..and i got paint in my hair.. sanding the thing down hurts my fingers.. hmm i wonder how my team did in playoffs today..and seraphs..and cheribum.. 'meh... i didnt go to the game because i came back from tremblant at like 12 at night.. and i found out the game was at 1... and i had booked my driving lesson last week..for saturday at 1.. and i couldnt cancel because i would be charged -_-.. and i noticed i can only park with the peuny corolla.. haha well i havent tried back in with my own car.. but i can't parallel with my car..and i can parallel with the corolla. hmmmm. *shrugs*. i also go 20 minutes extra for driving... psch it actually wasnt an extra 20 minutes of my lesson.. it was more of 20 minutes of driving him around.. while he tried to make an appointment because the one girl cancelled on him and i was the one who had to drive to the new girls house -_- .. ahh. i forgot to say how violated i felt when i went to my physical... haha i like my pediatrician better.. ahh i also need to take a blood test *faints* last time i got a blood test i cried since i hate needles.. >_<
... oOoo my cousins arrived from vancouver.. and my baby cousin arianna.. isnt a baby anymore! shes like 5 and a half. haha wow time flies... we might go down to cne tomorrow and my mom and aunt might go to bloor to shop.. depending on the weather...12 o'clock.. goodnight
aww and goodbye jere! sorry i didnt get to see you for the last time on worship night but i hope you have a fun time back in cali! i seem to be bad with these goodbyes.. i didnt get to say bye to jonny either really when he left for cornell but hes back! i wonder if he'll come to church tomorrow!

argh. i hate kevin; he lied to me. oh well i just came back from mount tremblant.. it was SO pretty there.. and my parents are considering joining the club intrawest where you buy a resort thing and like you get to live at all the intrawest places around the world.. ^_^
that would be so cool. lol so we rode the telecabine up the mountain a few times.. hehe hey it was fun. and the air was so fresh up there lol.. contrasting the humid air down the mountain in the village.. oOoO the had these really cool food stores and i got to make my own maple taffy on snow :)
mMmmm and the resort we lived at was so nice.. jacuzzi.. and i got to play some pool with my daddy and sister. hehe. yeaa anyways i'm getting tired i'm done :)

i think i've fallen in luv with.....

YOU. oscar! he's so cute. eeEee. oh. and theres a carebear too! carebear countdown! hey...isnt jeres nickname JEREbear? haha! i'll finish this post up later
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happy birthday to my sister! now shes 20
went downtown.. cuz she wanted this family time.. so we shopped at bloor. yorkville. omg.. it was crazy.. everyone either drove a mercedes like S class or a porche... or a bmw.. 5 series.. -_-
yeaa so after bloor.. went to union to go to the harbor front to walk around.. then walked to the musical garden..walked around for abit.. and then came back up to eat at this yummy chinese restaurant. mMmm
i dont feel like bloggin lol going downtown again with the girls tomorrow!

hmm today. haha spent the majority of the day on the phone with nalae / alam trynna figure out what we were going to do tonite.. because we were homeless and couldnt drive.. even THO nalae had a free car at home.. but since she doesnt have her g1 AND shes turning 18 this december. she failed. lol. so we waited to get a ride at at 5:30 we decided to go to pacific cuz we haven't been there in a long time... (we didnt know what to do) so we were planning to go pool/jitz, pictures, food, kareoke? possibly? but yea.. so we took pictures.. which alam thought would come out bad.. but we came out pretty good (except for the fact i look plastic) but its all good. AND my face didnt bruise from the softball in my face. it just hurts when i push it :)!
oh. i also got dragon candy.. mMmmm *drools*. then we went to eat at mongolian grill. and stayed there for awhile.. then we decided we wanted to go bowling..haha but since the twins were scared their parents would call home.. they decided to go home.. so we chilled at their house till.. 10:30 ish? and then decided to go to world bowl for cosmic bowling! haha my game started out good and then it started sucking lol. 'meh.
at least it DIDNT break my nail this time.. like every time i've went bowling my nail ALWAYS breaks and it hurts..but nikkis broke this time :S
.. our lane broke down THREE times.. so nal and i were kinda pissed so we kinda went to the people and demanded for longer playing time... so they gave us half an hour extra! hahah bowling was funny tho. trying to screw people up! *ahh. backstreets back . *poke/slap in the butt. haha. fun times with the girls! oh and then i saw josh from my church at world bowl.. and he was like 'hey why didnt you go camping?" haha and i was like because nobodys going.. and he was like EVERYONES going.. which is true. everyone from benjamin is going! hope you guys are having fun. hmm i forgot to ask him why HE didnt go. soo yea i ended up going home at like 1:30 ish? because my parents wanted me home but they didnt wait up for me -_-
usually they wait up for my sister. haha but nope. juanita? haha! maybe cuz they knew i was with kevin.. but i should have stayed out longer then.. and went to demetres too. Ooo. oh well its 2 am and i have driving tomorrow pretty early! better get to bed!

hahaha so. what did i do today?
well i went to promenade lol and i bought two shirts from tristan and america :)
meh. i like their cutting for their clothes ^_^ .. helped a big loser pick out a jacket to buy cuz they felt like buying something cuz I BOUGHT something. haha. then i watched yugioh. haha yes i know i'm a dork. and thats exactly why i went to rainbow cinemas in promnade. so that NOBODy would see the dorky movie i was gonna watch. haha.. it wasnt good. it was like a VERY long episode of yugi-oh. psch and so much for those 'never released cards' i got some crappy furball haha. its all good tho since i dont play the game. haha. oh i got a tank top from la vie en rose ^__^
... following that.. i went home.. only to find my screen door locked.. so we had to drive to markville to get the garage opening from my daddy :).. which reminds me. i drove to lunch today.. and i ran over road-kill >_<. haha i saw it like last minute lol and i guess my reflexes werent fast enough.. or i was just scared at the sight lol. 'meh.. oh after coming home. i went to softball practice.. where i got hit in the face by a softball. greaaaat. actually. this person was throwing it to me lol and i held my glove out to catch it lol and i think it went between my glove and face. haha so it hit my face. haha. and then people were like 'omg are you okay' haha and i was just like.. 'yea its a little numb.. but i dont want my face to bruise' haha! :S
oh well. i guess i need to wear makeup to cover it up IF it does bruise. dammiiit. haha. oh after practice we went to congee. and carol and i.. and a little cyn finished the "fook kin chow fan" AND the turnip cake thing 'sing jow loh bak goh' haha. pro. i was super stuffed after that :S
anyyyways. i'm off to take a shower now. au revior

hmm updating my blog since some HOMO named Christopher Li is telling me to... so he has something to do when I read his blog! blah. hmmm so.. sunday.. wonderland blew... it started raining.. --I mean pouring and the wind was blowing so since I was soaked I was super dooper cold. I also hurt my ear when I was on topgun.. because it kept banging my head from side to side lol AND it deformed my hoops! hahaha! it was actually kinda funny.. but kinda hurt at the same time. Monday.... I went to lunch with my daddy.. and then I watched Moulin Rouge again.. which I might add... is the BEST movie ever and is STILL one of my favorite movies.. alongside with like 10 more...then I had driving and I saw Ashley! I got drive her home.. and she made it back alive =P.
Today.. or Tuesday.. I woke up a few times.. and went back to sleep.. only to get waken up again but this loseer ;)
but its all good.. since he was supposed to call at 11 anyways. haha. SO.. Chris picks me up..and Nixon was in the car... and then we go to pick Jennifer up... went to lunch at Bayview Court Restaurant.. where I saw Jasonnnn.. lol and Nixon was like "yo that guy keeps on smiling at us" haha and I was like mayybee because I KNOW HIM! haha. so yea Jasonnnn left for his 11 day cruise in Europe today *jealous*... anyways.. after that.. we decided to go to Yorkdale.. which took forever to get to.. since there was traffic.. but nevertheless, we made it =) .. went to Aritzia with Jennifer and SHES NEVER BEEN THERE! it was kinda funny cuz she saw a pair of jeans and she like almost fainted cuz she was like "OMG $220 for these jeans?! I've never in my life seen jeans for that much!" haha so yea.. hmm i really like the new Guess line of clothes.. that Paris Hilton models for.. its really nice =) . hmmm.. after Yorkdale we went to some ghetto plaza called 'Lawrence Square' because they wanted to go to this place called S'il vous Plait.... so they went through ZELLERS which I've only been in like 4 times in my whole entire life.. that I can recall at least... and yea... I kept wanting to leave because it was just so.... you know.... SO we go to that S'il vous Plait place and we look around.. Jennifer and I dont find anything we like..and it feels weird in that store.. so we decide to go to the directory to see what else is at "Lawrence Square'.. only to be disappointed to find there wasnt ONE good .. or even decent store.. haha so we GO BACK TO ZELLERS!!! kinda sad..
Following that little misfortune.. we decide to go home... so we drove Nixon home.. and then we got stuck in traffic.. but I needed to get to York Central Hospital to volunteer by 6... and I needed to change into my shirt and change into shoes which were at home.. On top of the crappy traffic, it started raining... >_< .. So I ended up going home at 6.. and just eating 2 ribs I quickly grabbed and got to the hospital at 6:15.. 15 minutes late! It was okay tho because the other girl didnt show up and I usually have to stay late for the rounds anyway. After volunteering... daddy picked me up and told me we needed to pick mommy up.. and I felt like driving SO. I drove to KEELE! It wasn't actually that far considering i was at Major Mac and Yonge and we just needed to get to Major Mac and Keele.. well it might have been far.. it took me.. 15 minutes? so I guess it was kinda far.. hmmm I was kinda hungry but my parents told me they ATE all the ribs and didnt save me dinner. haha SEE how loved I am? haha jks! So my dad kept wanting me to drink another chillatte.. but I was sick of it.. seeing as how I had one in the afternoon... hmmm ....Anyways.... this post is SO long and boring and if you're still reading by the end of this post.. awww how much do I love you? but.. you kinda wasted your time.. I still love you tho! =)

hmmm... friday i didnt do much. just went out for dinner and a movie .. mmmMmm ribs : )
today.. softball game at york mills... then went to fairview in our softball clothes with josh and cyn. lol it was pretty ugly lol but i was hungry since i didnt have lunch mMmmm. hmmm so ate there.. and then josh thought he had to ump these senior games are oriole.. so we watched mcbc and samaritans for awhile until he found out he wasnt supposed to be umping today at ALL! haha. wow the guys from mcbc were really good.. they all hit sooooo far and hard :-O! hmm so we went to the socs practice lol.. and went to the park. OoOoo i havent been on the swings for sucha long time.. lol then cyn and i tried to go on the tire and spin ourselves but that kinda failed lol. lol yea then i came home and called candy back and she was like 'okay i'm coming to pick you up now' lol soo ya she came we drove around and then went to matts house.. hmmm so we chilled there and sth was gonna go down soo yea.. stayed for awhile... hmm they drank this really weird drink and i had some.... i dont remember what it was called but it was like some kinda beer.. so yea left that to pick up jess.. but then i remembered i had promised my parents i would go home and go get drinks with them at williams pub 'family time' haha so yea. i went home.. thenn we went to williams .. i got this belgian waffle with vanilla ice cream and strawberry sauce on it.. mmMmm sooo good! haha and now i'm home :)
tomorrow.. i'm off to wonderland after servicee. hmm i guess no starbucks tomorrow but its all good cuz i'll be in wonderland.. and theres gonna be funnel cake! mMmmm but i just had that like last week at danforth.. lol but its all good.. monday.. i have driving at 4pm and might go to out lunch with people or find something to do.. lol
and on tuesday i'm going out with chris :) yayyy. need catching up with him!!
OOH and i saw jon sum, james + rita yeung today! that was weird. lol

crap. i realized theres like 3 or 4 people in scarbrough i need to chill with. dammmmiit. haha. why scarbrough its so far lol. hey and chris fong is supposed to teach me how to play golf lol... *thinks*
i wonder if i can finish my driving lessons by the end of summer and go for my test.. hmm.. so like roughly 3 weeks left.. i've done 3 lessons.. 4th is on friday. if i have 2 next week i'll be done 6. and then another 2 will be 8! dammit. so close. hahaha! why do they make you do 10 lessons? argh and why dont they teach you parking sooner rather then wasting your time driving around. hmm i think i want to learn 3 point turn again just to be safe.. lol since i learnt it on my FIRST lesson -_-. haha and it doesnt look like hes gonna teach it to me again -_- lol. annd. roach screwed up his car by trying to wire something lol and its all messed up now soo i didnt get a ride to eat lunch! booo. his poor a6 *tear....
anywayyyss. i think i'm gonna go find something / make something to eat. lol

this face makes me happy. lol i think hes constipated..

aww and this pic reminds me of after semi.. the crazy nite and how we were waiting for bryan to come pick us up.. lol even tho he DIDNT go to semi lol.. but hey he offered when lis and i were talking about it in calc class. he was like "hey i'll drive you guys home" lol. aww and how lisa made me call bryan and confirm that he was coming and if he wasnt coming.. force him to come.. lol and how i made him get lost lol. ooOoh yea.. and then how he showed up to pick us up in his a4 :)
fun times

currently reading: Angela's Ashes
I believe it is also: Jonny Hong's birthday today.
It's also the: Usher concert tonite.. nalaes going grrs lol
hmm weekend...
-I went to Taste of Danforth *drools* such yummy food!
-bought my white shorts lol
-watched I, Robot...
-bought another pair of sunglasses.. and black shirt from aritzia :)
arrgh. lol I just remembered how much my feet hurt yesterday from walking! We were at Yorkdale for a really long time and then like 15 minutes before the mall closes, my mommy's like..Oh yea I need to buy something from Holt Renfrew.. so we went back.. and she bought it.. by the time she finished, the mall closed... so they locked up the entrance to the mall and we had to exit through HR but my dad was parked like... on the OTHER side of the mall so we had to walk around and my feet were already hurting lol. boo..

.. hey i'm proud of myself.. i didnt buy anything from guess yesterday when i went to bayview village! and it was a really good sale also!
hmmm i need to buy... (not my want list) lol
-bananas or carrots because I want to make a cake
-hair acessories
-black hoops.. medium sized.. and mebbe the black guess bracelet i saw.. and the necklace from jacob :)
-my sisters BIRTHDAY present.. crap. lol i dont know what to buy for her..

r.i.p ardy. you will be truly missed..
thats really weird, it hasnt even hit me that hes actually gone... maybe cuz i didnt reallie have classes with him but i remember the funny things he said wen we were on the bus and he was always so happy and smiley. and i remember wen he first came to our elementry school in the middle of the year and he was all quiet.....and then in HS he started talking alot.. aww we'll miss him..

so my day today was pretty ordinary.. lol i woke up.. nikki called to tell me plans.. and we want to go to putting edge/movies(?)/dinner now. lol but nal and alam cant come out cuz mommy wont let them cuz theyve been out too much.. i kinda wanna go kareoke lol so we hafta wait for nadia to get off work maybe candy.. we'll see.. oh yea so just woke up.. went to lunch with alexia and he drove his ml320 :) hehe he drove me around to shoppers lol cuz i want a part time job there or sth like that.. went to hillcrest but i forgot to bring my resume lol but i think i'm gonna apply soontime. lol iuno if i'll get hired since i have no experience lol. well i have volunteering lol giftshop? thats retail rite?? working with cash / opening closing../ displays / customer interactions... right right? hahah okay its really not but i need a job. instead of spending my days as a lazy bum. haha but i heard shoppers has pretty bad hours >_< meeh.. ill see whos hiring lol

lol jere if you read this, i have a little story to tell you!



anyways, lol i just felt like blogging randomly so you should stop reading about now. hahaha. kevin called me today and he told me he bought me a burberry skirt and a pink burberry polo shirt.. the polo shirt i can picture.. its pink and the collar has a bit of the pink plaid... i think it'll look good but i'm scared the skirts gonna look like an apron.. but i should trust kevins sense of style right lol he just said it like my turquoise skirt but its the burberry plaid.. hopefully it'll look good *crosses fingers* haha i still dont understand whyy hes spending so much money on me! argh. but apparantly its a sale at burberry.. i wish i was in hk :(
hmm anyways i'm gonna go eat now. mmMmm daddy made me curry fish balls :)


i'm tired of playing games
of looking for someone else to blame
for all the holes in answers that are clearly showing
for something to fill the space
was all of the time i spent a waste
cause so many choices point the same way i was going

but i'm not ever going to know
if i'm right or wrong
cause we're all going in the same direction
and i'm not sure which way to go
because all along
we've been going in the same direction
going in the same direction
same direction (same direction)

hoobastank - same direction

summer conference had some priceless moments.. haha
well things about it.. the youth pastor was really really bad.. and dry.. >_< which might have explained why i went to 60% of the sermons.. which is good.. a little more then half! i went to the adult workshop on love / romance which was pretty good.. wow! haha so i havent really gotten anything out of SC but the silence and solitude time was pretty good but it was kinda repeat of fridays program at gilead.. which wasnt bad.. see i went to gilead! :)
hmmm so over the span of 3 days i got soaked twice which isnt cool. lol.
like today: jere/gene i'm soaked *HUGGGGGGGGG* haha
but yesterday was not cool how it was 5 guys against like ME. and i got toothpaste in my hair *ahem jonny* which was quite dirty.. hahaha but the priceless stories were with the 'adrian why are you looking at... story' and the 'jere's roommate story' things i didnt need to see / hear were the guy conversations about girls *shuddeR* and jonny butt! argh. haha... anyways all in all sc wasnt bad.. minus the food
AHH and jonnys stupid rumor about me which ISNT TRUE wasnt cool either..
and btw mack bro, its CLASSIC pooh not baby pooh YOU KNOW, the real deal! haha so 'FAHN ban to you!" hahaha feel the luv ;)

1:07 AM
guys piss me off. like the guys i've talked to tonite have ALL pissed me off. and guess what their names both start with a J. maybe they just decided to piss me off. argh guys suck i hate them. burn burn burn..