mmmm got my much coveted sub from subway. i've been craving one since.. last week. however, it didnt taste as good. probably because it wasn't toasted. but still. mmmm

crap! i think my assignment for le petit prince is due when i get back!
et j'ai un conférence avec mme blais pour le projet indépendant. alors, je dois commencer ma recherche. crap. haha


oh my goodness, my sister is cooking a little dinner and apparantly i'm eating it also.. and shes like cutting herself and making me put band-aids on for her. haha and making me try the food! ahh... dont want to eat it. haha

yay. my ram came in the mail today! i'll get my daddy to put it in. and my computer should be faster! yay.

haha according to jonny i should write an advice column. lol.
yesterday he said i was supposed to become a pharmacist and marry a doctor. oh jonny.

going to be a new year, new relationships.

hahaha my look on relationships: theyre totally overrated. haha. touchy couples are disgusting and need to keep their hands to themselves. PDA (public display of affection) is unnecessary. take the time to get to know the person..and make sure you can talk about anything to them and you guys should be able to grow together.
haha everything happens for a reason.. so take the old ones and learn something out of it.. or better yet, learn stuff from OTHER people's relationships so you dont have to be put through the drama. hehe

fellowship: how genuine is the fellowship within gilead? i have my thoughts on it but i'll keep them to myself. perhaps i should start going again.

asia crisis: so sad, the death toll rises by tens of thousands every day. we should do something at church/school to help them..

hmph. thermodynamic problems are so annoying and my fingers are cold again.
time to finish them!

hmm finally got all my files back from my cousin formatting my computer.
wow. it loads up so much faster then before now. yay. i still dont like this microsoft explorer that he insists i use after he put on a firewall for me.
oh well.

i hope i get into university. applying now. ahhh
crap. i forgot to drink my cough medicine again. have to do that cuz yesterday i was coughing again booo hoo.

wow. t&t attracts so many caucasian people as well as asian. its crazy. they opened up a congee wong in there, and caucasian people were eating there.. not just 1 or 2.. like almost 1/4 of the restaurant was caucasian people! how succesful

hmm.
shopping was okay today.. bought a braclet and shirt from mexx.
too bad one of the sweaters i liked was too big for me. hmpph. but its all good! haha bought daddy another shirt from mexx. haah its nice. LOL
couldnt find an xs for the white hoodie i wanted from AE so didnt end up getting that. boo..
thank you kevin for the shirt you bought me and chocolates haha
wow they have really good deals at like many stores. like at ponti for men. haha.
anyways. gotta start nerding it up this week. i think i'll finish my textbook work from chem tonite and then start the 18-page formal lab writeup tomorrow..
then.. wednesday i'll start my french isu.. thursday. study some handmaids tale.. and friday hopefully somebody will throw a party.
someday i have to meet up with candy and choreograph the chinese ribbon dance..

AHHh i really want to buy a pair of jeans.

hahahaha.
OH vince and josh thought that my friend was hot? haha cuz they saw her working? haha! how random/funny, oh WELL.

boxing day shopping was POO. there were so many people at yorkdale i didnt even feel like trying stuff on.. like at aritzia i wanted to buy a shirt but it was crazy like trying to get through the store! and then i got tired and didnt feel like shopping. haha. just got sweatpants and mittens. boo. oh well.
going shopping again tomorrow maybe i'll hit up mexx,nine west,ae.
cuz there are alot of sales going on right now...maybe i'll meet up with candy at the mall if she ends up going. OH well
and wow. when holt renfrew goes on sale, some of their clothing can be reasonable.
like a tweed jacket for $200?


wow going to yorkdale was funny tho. since we missed the exit and ended up going on keele. haha had to call my dad and he told us to go south on keele, then east on lawrence, then north on dufferin.. and i figured out which way to turn... cuz my mommy was like "which way" and i would tell her the direction and she would be like okay LEFT OR RIGHT and she would think and then go "are you sure" and i would have to convince her i was right. lol. haha Never Eat Shredded Wheat. OH well. time to drink my medicine so i dont cough tonite and then sweet dreams :)

** merry christmas everybody!

i went to the doctor yesterday. and i have bronchitis right now. i need to get better and hopefully it wont develop into pneumonia. BUT i got some antibiotics as well as some cough syrup that has codeine in it?? SO i should be better in 10 days!
hmm.. better happen. cuz these past few days i've been waking up several times during the night. dammmit. and yesterday and the day before i hurled. hopefully my dinner will stay down tonite.
needless to say, i'm happy that my fever+chills are gone now :)
oh, i also lost the weight i gained from eating chocolate. lol. but maybe i'll gain it back since i need to have a full stomach before i eat my antibiotics


ooOo i got all of the AE underwear from santa! as well as a shirt from buffalo. aww thanks alam! last night was fun. haha dont worry our house will come out next year. its like a tradition that we cant make gingerbread houses. dammit. it was only because it had a broken roof..mmm dinner, movie and then going out after with cans!

.. now i need to shop for my family.
hmmm i'll check out ouac's site too and begin applying for university..

*edit. pics from last nite



AE whores. look where we all got our stuff from!



a group pic. missing...nadia+jess. i like how candys butt is sticking out. love it.



wow. we look retarded in this pic. me,nal,candy.
haha me and nal look like we were gonna blink or sth




tanya,me,nal. wow another self-taken retard pic



look, the normal side (left) and then the retard side! lovee it.

CRAP. secret santa exchange is on tuesday and i havent bought her the gift yet! LOL. i guess i'll go tomorrow.. last minute? oh well!

haha i lost my voice. for the second time in my life i remember. actually. not FULLY lost my voice i just sound like a MAN at times. and a boy going through puberty at other times. and then thers my normal voice and then it turns back to sounding like a man! haha. JERE AND JONNYS comments at church -___-. haha

me: "pink isnt in anymore, it was so the summer"
jere: "you're wearing pink"
me: YA i know i meant its not in for guys
jere: WELL you are a guy are you not?! -_-

hahah and then there was jonny..
jonny: heyy juanita
me: heyy jonny!
jonny: HAHAAHAHAHAH and he kept laughing at my voice!

INUYASHA 3 IS SUCHA SIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK SICK SICK SICK ANIME!! lol hahahaha!! - kevin
haha EASSy there anime freako. you watching anime? are you TRYING to be japanese now? haha. jkss

daymn what to do for new years. somebody better throw a party.
haha daddy said i might have laryngitis. YAY.
and WHY does every think i'm mixed? haha and then they go "DAYMN YOURE NOT MIXED?" haha. and then theres crazy kevin who like to PRETEND i'm mixed when he knows i'm full chinese. haha

OH well. 11:00 i'm going to bed now

interesting.
every day you realize/discover things about people you thought you knew so well. perhaps those people change. perhaps we are just too ignorant or complacent to realize one's faults when they're right before our eyes.

hmm started off my christmas holidays by going to timmys with a couple of people. running mad missions with alam.. then spending the rest of the night (5pm) at home SLEEPING + coughing since i've been sick.. see mack bro! i wanted to be a SUPERcool kid so badly i slept super early! ;) but i do feel better now.. after the 14+ hours of sleep. (minus the wakeup periods for food/washroom/etc)

hmmm over the break i need to apply to univeristy and do my isus. start christmas shopping.. and. do silent auction stuff, as well as multicultural stuff.
oh crazy japanese people click
haha its so stupid but it makes me happy seeing them bang their heads. LOL.

so happy about apprentice :)
time to do my english isu part thats due tomorrow :)
got my french isu today and its as big as a mother. oh my 1400 word essay. as well as 4 meetings with her as well as a seminar presentation. is she out of her mind! oh well i'll do. la cuisine, la mode, et les parfums.
it should be fun to research since i get to research FRENCH FOOD *drool. creme brulee? mmm.. french FASHION. louis? and juicy?! ohh yeaa. les parfums?! fcuk? dior? lacoste? chanel? oh yaa.

PS. i'm getting sick. how uncool. getting a sore throat again. i can feel it! (you know how you can like push the sides or your neck and it hurts)? also kinda getting a dry cough. but that never ceases to stop me from my LOVE for food. dammit. why not i'm getting fat because of these holidays.. the chocolate tempting me.

yayy. christmas santa is coming up soontime on tuesday. which means i need to go shopping! but wow how royally broke will i be by the end of these holidays?!

and WOW. kevin you got SUCH a deal when you bought me that coach purse. its expensive online. (cuz its american dollars)

hmm for daddy..i think we'll just buy clothing for him... its so fun to dress him up.. since he doesnt care what he wears.. hehe..
sister.. who know what to get her. clothing?
and then there other people i have to shop for...

i want to go somewhere WARM over the holidays. its so freaking cold here. my fingers/hands are like permantly cold.. and never warm..

SCORE done school on friday.. i'm so happy that my chemistry teacher is loading us with an 18-page writeup of our formal lab report worth 10% of final for the holidays. what fun! as well as my english ISU. so much fun.. on a more excited note. TALENT show is coming up as well as SILENT AUCTION. (2 weeks after we return) hope those go well.. and mock trial is coming up. how much fun will it be! (thats not sarcasm)

I SAW JONNY"S DAD TODAY at the hospital!
so cool. i went to 5th floor to deliver drugs and i was coming out and i saw his back and i was liek wow that guy has like shiny shoes with scrubs on .. but i was like it looks kinda familiar tho.. and then he turned around i was like omg HEY.
haha so weird. and he was like do you live up here? and i was kinda confused thinking he thought that i LIVED IN THE HOSPITAL on the pregnancy floor and i was like err no i volunteer here.. and then he was like noo i meant do you live UP here and i was like OHH ya. must have thought i was like SPED or sth since i said that and my hair was a mess too :D OH well.

hmm need to fix up this english seminar and then watch my second boyfriend (tom welling)
on TV. *drool.

haha wow so many things i did today..
stayed after school for the TALENT SHOW SCREENING day. which was okay.. kinda went deaf hearing all the bands.. but hmm i think it'll go well..
then went to julias house for my english seminar due wednesday.. haha we finished everything.. it should be okay :D
then went with candy to the mall for a present for somebody...
haha sucha a dirtbag what she did to the present. ewww. but it'll be a secret between me her and tans!
got home at like. 10:00? haha time flies?

hmm MSA trip didnt go through with the board. but went through with the school :(
*tear. oh well
haha need to call ____ at 12. how UNCOOL. i'll just call him when i'm sleeping.. lol
which will be soon since i'm tired. oh well..

lol c'mon.. do that girlfriend thing
and give me a wake up call :P
i thot i was special in ur eyes.. what happened to us ? huh? huh? juanita?

hahah DIRT. jks. haha girlfriend thing? haha girlfriends dont give bfs wakeup calls! HAHA whoo are you?! HAHA. and i'm NOT your gf. haha. dirrtt.

happy birthday to my sluts nal+alam! xoxo happy 18th

skating was SO much fun yesterday! the cavalcade of lights (magical light spectacle) was absolutely BEAUTIFUL. everyone should go see it! their last day is SATURDAY DECEMBER 18th. at 7pm. nathan phillips square.. i *hearted* the acrobats and ballerinas and the FIREWORKS were AMAZING. although it was really cold outside it was still ALOT of fun.


group picture :) on the ice


hmm right outside of queens station i think..


dinner at the restaurant in eaton's centre. mr. green jeans? it was good but..
DONT EVER GO THERE. their food and drinks suck. their virgin drinks taste like ice with food coloring and their alcoholic drinks taste like watered down drinks.


us with the janitor after dinner... at eatons centre. he must have felt pimpin.


at eatons centre again..

WOW. we got locked inside eatons centre yesterday. it was kinda bittersweet. haha you know how you dream about being locked inside a mall? but at the same time i was tired since it was like 12:30 and i was sleepy. haha. but we found our way out thankfully!

wow. refreshing nap! oceans 11 is on right now. oceans 12 is coming out on friday!
hmm tomorrow i have a chemistry quiz as well as a english quiz. what fun! i get to read 100 pages tonite! its so fun when it drags on and on..score. btw. did i tell you how much i LOVE memorizing the history for these stupid people who discovered stuff in chemistry? grr.
stayed up pretty late yesterday. got caught up in a conversation... as well as having to finish my french assignment.. analyzing articles in french is not fun. especially when you need to write 2 rough copies as well as a good copy!

haha on saturday the party.. so many odd people hooked up.. so we were matching odd couples up just for fun. it was pretty funny.. i like how some people fail to believe that i'm full chinese. haha. AND plus my nazi student teacher needs to leave and go back to buffalo.. shes screwing up my english mark..

hmm good luck to everyone writing exams! hope you guys do super well. :D

a funny conversation with my friend "j"
j: really? haha good, IT'S A DATE!
me: haha right after you gave that whole speech on how i'm not good enough for you to try to get out of buying me dinner ;)
j: ohh..noo.. i said im not good enuff..
j:cuz u're wayyy too seductive for me ;)
me: cuz i'm way too scandalous? HAHA (inside joke how he kept on saying that to make me mad during summer school
j: cant handle ur hotness oh hot and seductive one! lol see! u agree

j:i told u i'd turn u in to a pool shark remember : P
j:lol.. and then u'll like .. hussle peopel and win money
me:haha RITE thats exactly waht i'm going to do lol
j:haha. what .. anything is possible with juanita
j:u can do ur seductive thing
j:and make them miss
j:and then score everything
j:AND! on top of that
j:u're so hot, u can turn straight girls les lol
j:haha that'd be awesome
me: aha i'm gonna post this conversation up on my blog lol




wow so glad monday is done :)
i had too many things due today.. like english research assignment, english vocab, other english assignment, french quiz, french petit prince quiz (chapters 1-10), chemistry assignment.
all i have left is:
talent show meeting
chemistry mock test take up - tuesday or wednesday
reschedule multicultural meeting for friday/find teacher for rooms
chemistry test part 1 - thursday
chemistry test part 2 - friday
english test - wednesday
french research assignment - wednesday
english seminar and talent show screening date - next monday
mock trial meetings - wednesday and thursday after school
.. pretty sure i had more assignments..but they arent coming to mind right now

i found my new fav tv show. ONE TREE HILL.
i liked it before cuz of my boyfriend chad michael murray. hes so hot.
but i was watching it yesterday. when i was waiting to get picked up to go out..and the story line was pretty good. i almost like it more then OC. since oc's getting kinda dry this season. meh. chad would have looked so hot in a suit at the formal yesterday. and i really liked that girls dress. i think i want my formal dress like that but in like a goldish color. so purdy.

anyway.
haha yesterday was fun .. bridget jones' diary was funny. and go for tea after was good. its so busy on a friday night.. even at like 12:30.. we had to wait for seats and its a pretty big place..double or maybe even triple 168 on yonge. i had CALPIS. haha ordered it cuz it sounded funny but it tastes pretty good. tastes like mango slush! and nikki had this yogurt drink that tastes like candy. mmmm. okay 2 quizes and a problem set due monday. what fun!

kinda feeling that mix with jay-z and linkin park. i found it weird at first but now its kinda growing on me

my grad proof's came back. and eww they came out hideous. eww.
haha i like how my mom was making fun of me saying i looked like a colgate commercial in the ones where i smiling with my teeth. so mean. and i like how some guys got like 12 shots and i only got 9. -_-
i dont feel like paying to retake them tho. it reminds me of when kenny brought in his proofs and said his pictures get "progressively worse" and that exactly like mine! :0


i like how chris is telling me i'm going to fail in calc next year for university and how hard it is..and telling me to teach him things. (hes smart) -_-
damn these people are gonna turn into alcholics because it "relieves stress" so they get drunk like every week grr.


hope the meeting goes well tomorrow.. stayed at school till 6 with sam writing up a proposal.. where was ______? nowhere to be found? OKAY. good. so dont give BS to me saying i dont give you responsiblity..im not the one who delegates who does stuff but when i DO, i expect it to be done instead of having to do again all myself. and you COULD take initiative to do it youself but of corse thats too hard right.

i like prom commitee. haha people were like "whoa juanita youre so BLUNT to these people". haha why? maybe cuz i'm freaking SICK of babysitting useless people. learn to do things YOURSELF..instead of telling me to do everything.


blah total rant. wanted to get that out lol

anyway. chem quiz and english quiz, plus blooms taxonomy assignment. so glad that its a PA day on friday.